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10/24/23 9:08pm you know what? maybe its ok to not be all complex and criptic and poetic. i tried reading some guys criptic diary (here https://transmisogyny.neocities.org/diary) and it was s o f u c k i n g b o r i n g like girl just tell me how stacy cheated on ur x or or sumthin man, like i swear to god, whats going to be more aplicable and useful to my life, your boring ass word soup that you call "literatre" and "poety" or your life experience with people and how you delt with them and the results of that and social dinamics and all that jucy biz, any how gtg my fams waiting wor me to come down so we can watch sum borin ass starwars biz, not the most thrilling cup of tea but its somethin to drink i supose. 9:12pm
1/22/24 5:31 YOOOOOOOOO guess whos back bitches (:<<<<< MEEEEEEE AND GUESS WHO FORGOT TO AD "<>p/"(have to mispell it or le website will throw a hissy fit) TO THE END OF THE LAST ENTREE??!?!?!??! MEEEEEEEEEEEEE🏶EE🏶🏶🏶EE🏶🏶V🏶🏶🏶🏶E🏶🏶🏶🏶🏶🏶🏶 YEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH IM BACK BITCHEEEES YEAAAAAAH YEAAAAHHHH, GUESS WHO JUST HAD TO DO FINALS TODAY!!!!! ME🏶🏶🏶🏶🏶🏶🏶🏶🏶🏶🏶 ye but in all seriousness, ye ive just finished finals, 🡻 was supposed to meet up with me one time after school or sumthin on one of the days after the final but they never really got in contact with me so idk, i kinda wanted to ask them if they were free today so we could meet up(and in hindsight i probably shoulda but whatever u cant change the past but you can work to make the present (and hopfully the future) better) but i was kanda too "scared" ,whats the best way to text this that wont anoy/agrivate them, are they not saying any thing because they think im mad at them? , are they not asking because they just think i asked to hang out as a short hand for trying to be on better terms with eachother rather than being a genuine request (if so at least they've apriciated this perceved short hand), are they just trying to be nice and they don't actually want to hang(i would hate that, please dont mess with me that way).... whateves man, its so stressful, there are so many potential states, its a poly-nary version of schrodingers cat, and boy am i scared to open the box, because i dont know what state to be prepared for, it's like i cant be easily prepared i ,i dunno how 🡻 is exactly feeling so i have try my best to write the perfect text message that isn't too friendly(i cant "rely on that"),but still isn't agressive,it's a hell i swear lol, eye eye eye what am i doing, this was supossed to be about psx pocket station development stuff(this was gunna be here too, i just didn't think it would be this long, i just thought i'd glaze over it idk, i guess theres allways more than you think theres gunna be)... well... i guess i shold at least add the "emo femboy" part. lemme show you this: -6:04
6:09PM LOOOOOK AT THIIIIISSS!!!1 its so perfect!!! it gives mush such a sence of desire (for what im not quite sure) maybe envy (let's explore this strand of thought) i kinda all ways wanted to be able to go through some sort of "goth"/"emo"/"dark"/what ever the hell kind of thing im looky for/ thinking of, i dont know. it's such a vaugh desire (that) i cant quite (put my finger on) pin down, it allways squirms away (just in time) just before i can get my hands on em' and look at em' . dont get me wrong i'm love my curent (self) (form) sweet lil', stays out of trouble/ positive/ jolly, tech knowing/ smart, enginuitive , self, or maybe i dont(?) mabye its just what im comfortable with (?) or maybe that's what i want deep down, or maybe i just want an aparell that doesn't nessisarily nessesitate me being happy, as my jollly clothing (arguably) nessesitates me being happy, maybe i kust want a pallet clensor from insinsior happyness, be able to wear eyeshadow, black nails, black hair with ((hesitntly) maybe) a streak of red in it, i dont know that i could nessicaryily would "pull it off" but it's what i wont,idk but as i listen to paul analyze and play petscop, and nexpo anylyze it, and it fills me with joy, fire and desire to do all that tech stuff, witch lets me know im not neccisarily completely just dont like (and hate) and want to completely change my current self... ive waisted too much time focusing on this tab instead of having a whale of a time coding care on bocket station, i can already feel the excite ment of the idea of getting it working, (and the acompanying anxiousness to get back to it and not waste my time before i have to go to bed or something and get to do it... but oh if i got to code late after my parrents go to bed... that's when i know things can get really fun because then the time limit is truly limited to when im finally satisfied, coding truly is a beautiful art/ hobbly/ tallent and im so glad and happy that it grants me passion right now) i just looked in the mirror of my bath room, god i look pretty sometimes,well... i supose that technically means i look pretty all the time, i would look beautiful with eyeshadow i think, i think i'd look lovely. i could look lovely doing a similar style to the one in the picture, i just gotta do it my way, my style, me, beautiful me, then i could pull it off, i know i could do it, im lovely, i love you, me, your beautifl, you truly are beautiful, and im glad your me! anyway im going to make pocket station care stuff... me and my beautiful self(me) (: i love you -6:40 PM
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